I haven’t wrapped my arms around someone in a while..It surely would be nice to have a person you like sit next to you and just be able to wrap your arms around them whilst you watch a movie that makes even a man cry.
OMG! My Friday! Today! AGAIN!!!
AGAIN. Freakin awesome freakin friday. Well I got more than what I wanted and I should be happy with that! I just wanted her number but omg. Okay so I was late and I was like screw this so I just walked slowly to the bus stop. I didnt care if I was late anymore. Then the bus gets there and there she was the crush of my life. So from the bus I was like “Hey” then yeah you know convos and she kept joking about me finding her as “the love of my life” and then! From the bust stop i litterally spend like 75% of my day with her. I met her friends then I was like sure I’ll help you with your hw (Ikr total push over but grr!). Anyways after that she asked me if I wanted to go to her class and like okay yea and pretty much we went our seperate ways when I had class at 2-5pm.
So when I was coming home, waiting for the bus I was with a friend and I told him ill take the next one but SHE was in the current bus so I ran up and tried to be cool in a non creepy way. Cus I really just got on the bus cus I saw her on there. But yeah in the end I had a chance to talk to her again this was like around 5:45pm? and yea we went home talking. Then we went our seperate ways again. She seems to have plenty of guy friends but like whatever screw em. I’ll go for what I want and just take the chance, you know what I mean?
But yea. If she has even the slightest interest in me with that “Oh Gabe, then you found the love of your life!”(she was pointing to herself. lol.). Then hell thats more the reason to just go for her. Am I right? or Am I right? haha, blah.
This probably seems of meager love quality but I don’t know..I’m like happy with this simple kind of lovely dovey shit. Whatever!
So yesterday was a really good..no, awesome day!
I was like yea its Friday! I’m gonna kick ass. Then when the day was over, I was in the bus to go home and was like aww nothing interesting is happening today then this this person sat next to me and I was like what’re you listening to? and yea haha. In short I met a really awesome person & just had a nice conversation. But I ask for her number & I don’t know if I’m ever going to see her again. If by chance we ever cross destinations again then..hmpff. That would be great!
I feel alot of love when I’m not looking for it. It just comes like sunrise..I might not be looking but I still feel the warmth.
But Hide & Seek is my favorite game..
And I just to love disappear..
This..my romanticism is Ridiculous.
I’m ridiculous. This life is ridiculous.
What I want I can’t have and what I can I don’t want.
My world, this reality; it’s inside out and upside down.
My fondness for romantic antics is surely a dread to my existence.